Coupin

Well I finally made up my mind on Friday on what I should do. And let it be known that it was a mistake. It is known to happen, but it is unfortunate that this mistake ended up hurting someone that I love and care for.

But it is also fortunate that we were able to work things out and things look like they are going to be okay. It is hard in a relationship to always know what is right or wrong, and wheter or not you should act on it. But is is a blessing if you are able to talk things out and come to a mutal conclusion that is best and fair for everyone.

Well after an infinity of time Coupin has a new layout. I thought something celebrating my favorite season would be in order, and so here it goes Desert Flowers in Autumn. Enjoy!

In the last few weeks I have felt emotions reaching east and west in diversity. Consequently I am now in a “state of supension” between contentment and waiting for the next shoe to drop.

My heart is pulling me one way, and a sense of self preservation is pulling me another. The last thing I would want to do is to hurt anyone, but does that mean I must allow myself to be hurt instead?